Which is perhaps why the reality personality assumed embracing a new decade would be a comparative breeze.
“At first I thought, ‘Oh, this is cliché and stupid,” she explained of the moment producers sat her down and were “like, ‘Talk about your midlife crisis.’ I was like, ‘I’m not in one, get off me.’ And a few weeks later, I was like, ‘I’m there.'”
Because if she’s being honest, she would love a partner to dance through life with.
“I don’t want to reinforce stereotypes like, ‘Oh, your life’s over at 40,'” she noted. “But I’m feeling real feelings about being 40 and unmarried and no kids.”
And with several of her close friends settling down, “I just feel more alone,” she summed up. “And that’s hard.”
Having bid adieu to her mystery French boyfriend, she’s been doing her best to seek out new dating possibilities.
“I definitely have been trying to be less isolated, do things that I enjoy and that does bring some joy, and obviously puts you in positions where you might be able to meet someone,” she explained. “But in Greensboro, the pickings are so slim it’s tragic.”
