“My worst fears came alive. I was like, there’s no way they’re going to cheat me out of this. There’s no way. That won’t happen. Surely not.”
Hamilton was well on his way to winning his eighth world title until Williams Racing driver Nicholas Latifi collided into the barriers with four laps remaining, resulting in the safety car being called out.
Former F1 race director Michael Masi allowed racing to restart on the final lap and Verstappen was permitted to start almost side-by-side with Hamilton, despite the Mercedes driver having previously earned a sizable lead.
Verstappen eventually overtook Hamilton on fresh tires and went on to win his maiden F1 world title.
Hamilton said that after the race, he remembers sitting in his car “in disbelief.”
“I don’t know if I can really put into words the feeling that I had,” he added.
“I do remember just sitting there just in disbelief. And realizing I’ve got to undo my belts, I’ve got to get out of there, I’ve got to climb out of this thing, I’ve got to find the strength,” he added. “I had no strength. And it was one of the toughest moments, I would say, that I’ve had in a long, long time.”
‘Something wasn’t right’
The outcome of the race prompted mixed reactions on social media.
When asked if he felt cheated by Masi’s decision and the controversy that followed, Hamilton told the magazine: “I knew what had happened. I knew what decisions had been made and why. Yes, I knew that something wasn’t right.”
After a feverish ending to an intense season, Hamilton said he found comfort in his father’s arms.
“He embraced me, and I think he was like, ‘I want you to know how proud I am of you.’ Having your father embrace you in that way is one of the most profound things,” he said.
“Especially as you’ve grown up not many times having that.”
